I cannot write about it, as it is to personal and to difficult to explain.
I did write a little about it....then deleted the whole thing.
Yesterday evening, I was sure that I was quitting fencing.
Today in the mail I find my acceptance into Coaches College. There is a time limit on getting your money back from that.
So....I hang it up...or I hang in there. I do not see a happy ending either way, but I have to decide quickly.
I write this in vague answer to the questions of a couple of my friends.